pneumonia
Life can always get worse I keep telling myself…and it’s really hard to keep that state of mind right now.
I woke up this morning in a freezing cold house, I couldn’t move without shivering back into my semi-comfortable position. The glands in my throat were practically frozen and still thawing as I sit in a crowded library.
I was staying at my moms house, but after constant bickering and arguing I had to leave. I bought a bunch of firewood but it burns through so fast it does practically nothing.
Dammit job! I need you.
so here’s a toast of warmth to
$1200 needed for Energy
$700 needed for Comcast
$200 needed for water
$200 needed for phone
and absolutely 0 chances of getting anywhere near that
I’m about to go to the DSHS office and beg them for help. They wouldn’t last time but under these circumstances I hope they have some kind of policy for unfortunate dudes like me. As much as I’ve had rough times in the house, I love it…I see my little girl playing in her room, looking around the house at everything for the first time having a subconscious child comforter that tells her “this is your home” I miss it.
but all will be okay, for it can always be worse and I will stay strong no matter what.
